Insomnia

I’m writing this on 9th February 2018. I’m in my bed trying to sleep but in vain. I’m worried about someone who is ill. I cannot sleep thinking about the pain she’s in right now. I wish i could be by her side right now so that I could caress her and help her recover….

Something about life

Life is a crazy ride. It’s full of surprises. Sometimes it gives you the best you can hope for and other times it’s a complete mess. You never now what’s coming next and to be honest sometimes you’re completely surprised. One moment you think your happy days have begun and other moment you realize that…

You’re ‘THE’ dream 

Dear love. Today I want to tell you that I dream about you every night. I don’t know why but you’re the main character of almost all of my dreams. Sometimes we hold hands, sometimes we go for long walks and sometimes we make love. The only thing we don’t ever do is fight because…

Heartaches are the worst 

Seriously the worst pain ever is a heartache. It leaves you shattered and you wish you’d better die. You cannot breathe, eat, sleep or pretty much do anything except holding your chest and wishing this pain would go away. It completely renders you catatonic and the worst part is that there is no cure for…

I’m not a poet

I don’t say I’m a poet or a great writer but i write my heart out. I write what I see and what I feel. So here is a little something I wrote recently (not that anyone will read it).  غیروں کے لیے ہم نے دل پے زخم کھائے کیا نہی؟  ظالم کہا کرتے تھے…

Dilemma

I’m writing this post with a very heavy heart. The thing is that someone pointed out to me that I am destroying a relation between two people. God knows I don’t want to become a third wheel in this relationship. I honestly don’t want to come between them. I understand they love each other and…

A moment that changed everything 

It’s December 19th of my 25th year. Today I have this sudden urge of writing something. I don’t know how to start (I’m a lousy writer). Life these  days is like a crazy ride. One moment you’re happy and other moment some unknown sorrow takes you over. Whatever it is, there is one thing that…

Here it comes again

I thought i wouldn’t have to write this ever again but i don’t have a choice. Something is wrong with me again. I don’t know how to describe my feelings right now. It feels like something is smothering me and i cannot breathe. I don’t want to talk, eat, sleep, walk or do anything right…

I’m Screwed Again

I don’t know how to start this one but I’m in love again. It’s not as charming as it sounds. Although I thought that i may never fall for anyone ever again but turns out, I was wrong. It’s been a really long time since I’ve felt something like this (if not the first time)….

A visit to the countryside 

I’m at shopian right now at my cousin’s place. I love this place. Lot of my good memories are associated with this place. It’s raining outside and I’m feeling pretty cold. My phone dosen’t have a network here. I’m using my cousin’s wifi.  It’s Hafsa’s birthday tomorrow and I’m waiting to wish her at midnight….

A new awakening 

I’m writing after a long long time. I’ve gone through a lot since last few month. Probably the most depressing time in my life (including the time i broke up with my girlfriend). I’ve faced a lot of troubles but I’m thankful to god. Times like these are the times which make you a better…

Long time no see

Hey there. Why am i writing after such a long time you ask? Well there are a lot of reasons which i don’t feel like writing this time. So to be honest I’ve missed this and I’m happy to be back. I’m at IAC software solution. What am i doing here you ask? Well I’ve…